The thought only comes to me when I'm my most miserable
If we met before everything happened to me
Would this disordered feeling make any sense?
What are the consequences? What would the hesitation be?
Maybe we would have been safe
Felt a kind of safety
that we've only experienced as newborns
Before all of it
I think it would
I think we would have been obsessed with it
When our moments of weakness showed
would it have changed us?
Or would we have been able to reflect
and have it change in us?
I think it would
I think we would have done anything to keep it